I AM A CHINESE, SO IT IS MY DUTY TO TAKE BC

 
 I shall go straight to the point.

There are some people, whom when I mention I would like to drop BC in my SPM to, would invariably say :"Oh, but you are Chinese, taking BC is your responsibility! We Chinese have to preserve the language! The culture! Our former Chinese leaders sacrificed so much just so we could receive a Chinese education! How could you even considering dropping BC! China is opening up now blah blah blah" And they get more and more agitated and upset.

There are even some people who accuse me of "betraying my own race" for not taking BC. These people are just ridiculous. Chinese must take BC eh? I know some people are just worried that the school may not be able to produce the minimum 15 students needed to establish a BC class, and some people may accuse me of being selfish "and not thinking about the whole picture" i.e. whether there are enough students for BC class to be set up. But let me clarify, yeah, that my school has more than enough students taking BC to sustain the continuation of a BC class. So I really don't see the problem of me dropping BC. But even if it doesn't, I don't see the point in taking BC just so that the panda huggers can. Blame me for being selfish, eh? Have you considered the fact that maybe YOU are the selfish one for wanting me to compromise my SPM results for your taking BC?

Recently I came across a comment on http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/1214747/all that I simply find hilarious. Since I don't know how to do the screenshot thing cause I'm a computer idiot, I shall just copy and paste said comment below. It goes like this:

"in my opinion,as a chinese,u have to take bc,no matter it is hard to gt an a or not.bc is not just a subject to you anymore,it is ur DUTY to take it.account...if u want to be an accountant or wat in the future,u study it afterwards.i have many friends who do not take account in their higher form but still tend to score like hell in their pre university study for account.hence,u should take chinese just because you are a CHINESE."   Also, I stumbled upon this comment from the same portal :   " like what i have said,don't think about scoring,it is ur DUTY to take chinese.if u didnt take chinese in spm exam,i can guarantee you that ur chinese level will deteriorate because you will think like:"i dont take chinese,what is the point for me to put in effort?"can speak,can write,really enough?if everyone thinks like that, there will be no chinese good in chinese and our future generation chinese level will be worsened.if we chinese dont take chinese in spm,who are you expecting for taking chinese?a malay or an indian?what a shame!like what i have said,dont take chinese as a subject.it is your MOTHER TONGUE unless you bleach your skin or blacken it."   Again, RIDICULOUS. Especially the last line. It's as ridiculous as saying that Chinese people can only eat Chinese food. It is MY choice, ok. MY choice, MY decision. YOU can go kneel in front of the Chinese embassy. Seriously, i should take chinese just because I'm a CHINESE? Wtf is this man, you're worried that the chinese language will become extinct izzit? Well, newsflash, buddy. There are  1,344,130,000 people in China as of the year 2011 (source : World Bank) and I seriously doubt that Mandarin is going to go extinct just because some Malaysians are dropping BC in their SPM.   Also, notice how bossy and authoritative the second comment sounds. I don't mind the first comment much as IT IS her (I'm assuming it's a her since most people who go up in arms over dropping Bc are females.idk why though) opinion, and I respect that. Actually the more I think about it, the more the 2 comments sound like they're from the same person, but I digress. Let me set something straight. I do not hate my race. I do not 崇洋 (can be literally translated into worshiping the west), although some people say I do. I love Chinese food. I like the fact that I can tell my friends a secret loudly in public because other people who don't understand Mandarin won't understand what I'm saying. I think the Chinese language is beautiful, believe it or not. Oh, what the heck. You can disbelieve me if you want to, what do I care? What I hate, though, are moralistic retards acting all holier-than-thou whenever I mention my desire to drop BC. Yes you are entitled to your opinions and I am entitled to mine, so screw off. If I choose to drop BC, I shall live with the consequences even if it means "not being able to get a job in the prospering and economically powerful China", as how my family members would put it. What the heck,man. I don't even want to live in China. Their public order is terrible, you'll get food-poisoning every time you eat out, and the people spit wherever they feel like it.   That said, you might be surprised to hear that I actually AM taking BC in my SPM. Only because my chinese-culture-championing parents won't let me drop it, and well, I want to have an advantage over others in the future.( I still don't want to go to China, though) But also, I must say that imho, what we're learning in Chinese class(名句精华，古文，etc)  has no relevance whatsoever to any Chinesey stuff we're going to use in the future.    BC SPM is only 5 days away! I can kiss my straight As dream goodbye. This BC certificate better be of use to me in the future.

EYES ARE THE WINDOWS TO THE SOUL, OR SO THEY SAY

  I always hear people saying "eyes are the windows to one's soul", and I'm not sure if their trying to appear philosophical or if they really believe in what their saying, but recently this saying pisses me off.

  I am constantly surrounded by people with pretty eyes and that makes me, a non-pretty-eyed, self-conscious. Both my parents have double-eyelids but since young I have been stuck with these fugly single-eyelids. My siblings have single-double eyelids, but mine is just plain monolidous. To those who don't know what a single-double eyelid is, here is a picture :

                                    

And this is a plain monolid:

                       

  For people who have single-double eyelids, they can enlarge their eyes more than their monolidous counterparts, so they don't always appear half asleep in photos. I know the difference is not very distinct in the pictures, but believe me, there is a difference.

  Now back to why I hate the saying "eyes are the windows to the soul". Yes, the eyes are the first things people notice about you, and I can't see where this saying comes from, but for monolids like me, you constantly look tired and unenergetic because your eyes are half closed. So if my eyes ARE the windows to my soul, that'll mean that I'm dull, boring, unlikely, barely alive-looking, etc. get my drift?

  As opposed to people with gorgeous, expressive eyes like these:

 

 Does it really mean that person is innerly beautiful and refined? NO! For all we know, that person could be your neighborhood homewrecker who wouldn't think twice when it comes to stealing your other half.

Take this as another example:

Does it mean that both three girls in the picture are innocent, sweet people who won't do anything bad? Again - NO! For all we know, these might be hookers willing to offer their services for as low as 5 bucks an hour! Or popular high school girls willing to dump their lunches all over you.

Finally we come to this:

 Does it really mean this person is unenergetic, dull, and lifeless? NO, IT DOESN'T. This person could very well be a lively, enthusiastic person who has those kind of annoying cheerleader-enthusiasm which annoys me to no end.

  Well, that concludes today's post. I'd write longer, but since I have tuition classes in 45 minutes and I haven't had lunch yet, I'm ending this post here.

 

DEPRESSED...NO,SUICIDAL

Dear blog,

  I'm sad. No, depressed. No, suicidal. Because of the Mighty Minds 2012 competition, and a few other factors. But mostly because of Mighty Minds. Fuck man, I really wanted to win that competition!!! To recollect, here's the timeline to....my unfortunate elimination from MM:


Few months ago
My school's Biology teacher approached me and another friend and asked us if we would be interested in joining Mighty Minds 2012. We said yes, since our seniors won first place in the state challenge last year, and that pumped us up for this year's challenge. She also told us to recruit members. Began preparing by reading newspapers, textbooks, reference books, encyclopedia, etc...Members not recruited yet. Eventually slacked off due to laziness, schoolwork, chores, secondary students' duties, etc.

Few weeks ago
Recruited members, 3 guys, 1 girl.  Read about the Melaka leg and began freaking out. Resumed preparations and read Form 5 Bio, Physics,and Chem syllabus in advance. Oh, and also began reading The Star on a daily basis (and I'm talking about those kind of hard-core reading where you read every single article - OK la, politics excluded)

One week ago
Grouped team members into 2 teams. I got put into Team 1. Began intense accumulation of all kinds of facts available.

Today : 7.30 am
Deng deng deng! The day has finally come!! Were told to wait at the school gate at 6.30, but eventually transport came at 7.30 am -.- And the journey to KT begins!

Today : 10 am
Arrived at around 10, and then registered. The 2 lower sec teams of our school were promptly ushered into the first round challenge. One of them passed. Yay!!

Today : 11 am
Time for the upper sec first round challenge. There were 20 questions in total....we got 16 right...which placed us at no.2 for the first round. Hooray! (Not for long though) The questions we didn't get right : the one about Penan musical instruments, one about hockey, the Oscars, and one more question I forgot. I guess we did pretty well in the first round la,  no.2 not too bad, right??!! No?? Well, fuck you. I thought we did pretty well.

Today : Can't remember time
I shall skip describing the hands-on challenge for the lower sec, just can't be bothered to give details. So, moving on to the upper sec which only the top 15 in the first round were eligible (the lower sec and upper sec round 2 challenge were actually carried out simultaneously), we were required to construct : 1. a model of a plasma membrane, and 2. a model of a carrier protein. Wow, were we stumped! Really didn't expect  a challenge like THAT. Yeah so, short story even shorter, our model of the plasma membrane was not very satisfactory. But in my defense,  our model of the carrier protein was pretty darn good!

Oh, and if I may go off a tangent for a sec, there was this good-looking guy at the table next to us, and he was like, really distracting and making me lose focus by exerting his "power of sheer attractiveness", as I'd like to call it. Seriously! You good looking bitches and sons of bitches are so damn distracting. In fact, I'm starting to think that maybe some schools select attractive people to contend so that they could distract their weak-willed competitors from their task at hand. Another reason why attractive people should be decapitated. Ei. Before you accuse me of looking for excuses for my losing the competition, let me clarify something to you all : I AM NOT BLAMING ANYBODY FOR MY LOSS, OK. It's completely my fault for not being able to live up to "creativity" standards, and I take full responsibility for that.

I'm going to forego the timeline format. Ok, so what happens next is that after our model have been completed, all team leaders have to be quarantined and demonstrate and explain the concepts behind our models one by one, without the help of the other team members. Let's just say those were the loneliest minutes that I've ever experienced.

After that was done, we were allowed a toilet break and that was a good thing, cause by then I was so nervous my bladder was about to explode. ANYWAY. When we got back, the top 5 teams that were to proceed to the next round were announced. And lo and behold, good looking guy's team was in. Fuck. Good looking people should not be allowed to be smart! The worst part....my team was not. Dejected, we head home, and on the way home, we discussed about how unfair it is that good looking people could be so good looking AND smart.

So yeah, that's pretty much how the competition went. Now I'm sitting in front of my computer and listening to Glee's We Are Young. You know you've hit the lowest pit of devastation and self-pity when you sit in front of your computer to blog about how attractive people should not be smart (which I am doing) instead of trying to figure out what went wrong with your model. Oh, it also adds to the woe-is-me effect if you listen to self-help songs and sing to them at the same time. I plan on burning our model while playing the song We Are Young (the line so lets set the world on fire,we can burn brighter than the sun is scarily appropriate for this) but unfortunately, my teammates had other plans. They plan to keep it for sentimental value, something which I don't understand.


Girls!! How does it feels like to have your heart broken by a guy? I've never experienced that kind of sadness before (in fact I've always scorned at women crying over lost loves) but right now I feel like my heart's breaking. I feel like I've been dumped. By Mighty Minds 2012. That bad meh? Yes, it is THAT bad. Like I've said, I have no idea what it's like to lose a guy, but right now, that's what I'm feeling. My heart is breaking into two. Don't be dramatic la. YOU don't be unsympathetic, you know how much effort I've put into this competition?! Haiz. How long does it take for a broken heart to heal arh? Hopefully tomorrow nobody asks about this in school. It's bad enough that my seniors won 3rd place in the Nationals, that adds to the utter humiliation and disappointment of not being able to let my school's legacy live on.

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FUCKED-UPPERY

God fuck this week is a goddamn fucked-up week. Just got back home from school, and boy, do I feel pissed.
I've encountered two bitches and one son of a bitch this week, and to vent my anger, I shall blog about them.

Bitch encounter no.1:

So about three weeks ago my bro got transferred to my school, and until now he still haven't receive his English Science and Math textbooks yet. My mom has gone to my school to ask about it a few times now, and there's no news yet. So two days ago, she asked me to inquire about the availability of the books from the school. She said she didn't want to do it because she was too busy. Ok, so being the filial daughter and caring sister I am,(ahem) I went to the "bilik SPBT"(the room where the school kept all the textbooks) after school. There, I saw the teacher in charge and POLITELY, I asked her if the English Sc and Mt books have arrived yet. Oh wait, let me just type the whole conversation out for you to get a better picture:

Me(politely in a gentle voice) : "Teacher, my brother is in Form 1 now and I was wondering if the English Science and Maths books have arrived yet?"
Teacher(in an irritated, menopausal voice) : "What?!"
Me : "The English Science and Maths textbooks."
Teacher(irritated, pissed off voice again) : "For who?!"
Me(starting to frown) :" My brother."
Teacher : "Ah, then where is he?!"
Me :"He's not here."
Teacher : "Well, tell him to find me lah!"

Walao fucked-up anot this kind of teacher?! My was brother sick and at home you fucktard! And what did I ever do to do? Why did you answer me in such a rude way when I politely asked you something? Just because you're the teacher and I'm the student, does that mean you can talk to me in any unreasonable way you wish?Fuck, man. All I did was ask you if those textbooks have arrive yet. Pfft, so much for stuffing moral values down our throats when YOU, the teacher, yourself is so unreasonable and impolite.

I told my friends about this incident and they told me that that teacher was actually really nice and pleasant. MY ARSE. I don't care how "nice and pleasant" that teacher is, she was rude to ME. Just when I politely asked her a question. Yes, yes, she may be stressed out that time, but that doesn't give her the right to be anyone. Don't blame me for your being stuck in a boring and stressful yet low-paying job. Don't take your anger out on me, motherfucker. I did NOTHING to you. To say that a teacher can unreasonably scold a student as they wish is as ridiculous as saying that it's perfectly ok to kill someone else's pet.


The second bitch has already been mentioned once in my blog, so I shall skip that. Which brings us to....


Son of a bitch encounter:

So I joined this school club, and I'm one of the group leaders in it. I have a really nice group of people in my group: funny, active, entertaining. But of course, for every good thing, there's an equally bad thing. And the bad thing in my group comes in the form of a really uncooperative son of a bitch (hereby known as SOB). This SOB is from a rich family, and boy, does his richness translate into pure snobbery. Let me tell you what his problem is : he is stuck-up, UNCOOPERATIVE, disrespectful, and rude. I really want to mention his name here, but I'm worried I'll get sued for defamation, not to mention his dad is rich enough to wipe his ass using $50 notes.

During the first meeting, we were required to think up of a name for our group. No one had any ideas, so I proposed 5 potential names. After voting it out, we settled on "SBPS"(I shall not say what SBPS stands for) and everybody agreed on it. Besides a name, we were also required to think up of a slogan. Again, nobody had any ideas, so we settled for WLSBSQBISSC.(And again, I shall not say what  WLSBSQBISSC stands for) After practicing on how to present our group, we were ready for presentation. And what happened was, this SOB spoke up: "can we change our name? SBPS sounds really dumbass."  And he had a really behtahan, condescending and annoyed look on his fucked-up face.

Dude, WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM? I mean, I wouldn't be that offended if you used "dumb" instead of "dumbass", and why the hell didn't you fucking say you didn't like the name in the first place?! Then we would have skipped the trouble of thinking up of a new name and slogan. Fuck you, if you really don't like this group, go join another one, or better yet, get the hell out of this club.(This incident actually happened two weeks ago.)

What happened today was this, we had our second meeting, and everybody was instructed to design a shirt for our club on a piece of paper, and at the back of the paper, we needed to write out our name. So this SOB designs a really perfunctory, effortless design. I took one glance at it, and told him to spice up his design a little. He didn't, though, and handed me the same fugly original design. Fine then, I thought, you're eager for this club meeting to be over, so am I. So I took his design and turned the paper backwards.

Lo and behold, he didn't write his real name. All he wrote was this stupid pseudonym. Why didn't he write his real name? Idk. Maybe he realized that his real name was too puke-inducing and decided to spare me the trouble of puking. So I returned the paper back to him, and told him to write out his real name. AND HE  DIDN'T AND STILL HAD THE AUDACITY TO HAND HIS DESIGN BACK TO ME. When the club president came over to check on our progress, he saw this SOB's design and the pseudonym at the back. I pointed to SOB and told the president that the design belonged to him.

You know what that fucking SOB did? HE DENIED IT. Eyes wide, he said that wasn't his and when I asked him who it belonged to, he muttered that he didn't know. If that's not typical SOB behavior I really don't know what is.

End of ranting post. This just proves that my school is full of bitches and sons of bitches, irrespective of whether they come in student form or teacher form. Of course, there are nice people as well, and the only thing that keeps me going to school is the fact that one day, I'll graduate from this hell-hole.

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THEY LIKE CUTER PEOPLE BETTER

Dear blog,

  Second post today. And right now I'm seriously pissed. I've noticed something for a long time, and now it's finally gotten to me to the point of blogging it out. I've noticed that people, irregardless of race,gender,age, or political affiliation favors cute people. And that just gets on my nerve. I mean, I know guys will automatically go for the better looking girl, but what I don't understand is why in the world girls will do the same.(straight girls, that is)

  I mean, seriously. It boggles my mind. Since I was in primary school, I have been witnessing many cases of favoritism by all kinds of people based on LOOKS. We constantly campaign against racial discrimination and gender discrimination, but never about aesthetic discrimination. And that's sad. I mean, I bet there's a lot of people out there who have been affected by this, eg me.

  OK, OK, I get it. Guys will choose prettier girls over uglier ones. But why do girls do the same? When I was in Secondary 1, there was this really cute and angelic-looking girl in my class, and everybody, I mean EVERYBODY treated her like she was the reincarnation of Mother Theresa or something. And what irked me the most is that the teachers do the same! At the risk of sounding like a stuck-up arrogant bitch, I was one the top students in my grade, and this girl was not. I was the one scoring As and studying my butt off , and yet, those motherfucking partial teachers treated HER better. Fucking unfair.

  The same thing happened in Primary school. There was this really snobby teacher who would favor the cute kids over the smart ones (not that I'm smart during my primary years). And what confuses me is, why???? Did the teacher want to fuck those cute students, therefore treating them better? That was a female teacher, for god's sake! I'd understand how a male teacher would act so, but why a female teacher?? That really confuses me.

   Also, when I was in Secondary 1, the seniors(irrespective of gender) would treat the cuter person better. And that's really depressing for non-cute people like me. Now that I'm a senior, I don't treat cute juniors better. In fact, if anything, I try to treat them worse than non-cute juniors. I believe that if you're lucky enough to be born cute, you should be unlucky enough to endure the irrational hate non-cute people throw at you.

  Wait a minute! I have a theory as to why people treat cute people better. It all boils down to this..... parental instinct. When I say parental instinct, I don't mean the urge to protect, what I mean is the tendency to favor better quality kids as you subconsciously wish they were your own. Omigosh, that explains why I hate cute people!!! I have no parental instinct at all!! I hate kids, everytime I hear of women choosing motherhood over careers I scorn at them, and well, basically I will not be the best parent if, at the slimmest of all slim chances, I decide to have kids. Parental instinct is the answer to everything!!! Ok, so maybe that instinct to want better kids for yourself isn't called parental instinct. I don't know the correct term for it, so I'm going to stick with parental instinct for now.

  Ok, back to cute people. I hate them. I hate how everything comes so easy to them, I hate how lucky they are to be born cute, and above all, I hate how everybody seems to sideline the uglier people. People say that smart people are uglier, that is NOT true. The only reason why there are more smart, ugly people than there are smart, pretty people is because ugly people know they have to work harder to compete with pretty people, because there are motherfuckers in this world who give special treatment to pretty people. And that's fucking unfortunate.Believe me, I know. I'm one of those nerdy, no-social-life types that work hard to get what I want.

   Enough ranting for today. I'm starved, gotta go get dinner. I'm sure the food will make me feel better! And also, I hope aesthetic discrimination will vanish from the world along with racial/gender discrimination, homophobia, Islamophobia, insertanyreligionherephobia and last but not least - acne. I've been wanting to blog about my fucking acne for a long time, but alas, I'm too lazy to do so. Oh well, maybe another time, I guess.

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THE JOYS AND WOES OF BEING FLAT CHESTED

Dear blog,

  "I'm confused," That's my favorite line to say whenever I'm pissed at people who look good, and usually that line is continued with a "I hope they get fucked" at the end of the sentence. There are many things I'm confused about, eg why my skin is so fucked while my siblings and cousins all have flawless skin/ why I have single eyelids when my parents both have doubles/ why my ears are abnormally big(I've only recently noticed this, thanks a certain person who mentioned about it - yes I'm talking to YOU, my friend who is reading this right now). But above all, I'm confused as to why I'm so flat-chested.

  I have a friend who's sister is only 12+ who has bigger boobs than me,who is already FUCKING 17. Yet, I can't fill out an A cup. One word --- WHY???? This is not a cry of agony, or complaint.(to some extent, it is, actually) It is a simple question. Why does all my friends have chests that are suited for their 17 year old selves, yet I don't?? Not saying that being busty is the best option here, but there are certainly cons to being a flat chested girl ( hereby known as FCG)

   Let me list out the pros and cons of having non-existent boobs:

PROS

1) Not needing to wear a bra.
    Seriously, you guys have no idea how liberating it is to be bra-free. I can wear a T-shirt out without wearing one and no fucking person will notice. Not saying that I usually go out underwear-less, though. I have my modesty.

2) Not needing to worry about perverts
   Not saying that flat chesters never get harassed, but if harassers have the chance to choose between molesting a girl with boobs or a girl with none, well, enough said. Oh, it's also a bonus that FCG don't usually get ogled at, cause, well, we don't have anything to be ogled at by guys!!(I'm talking about gross old guys who only pay attention to a girl's chest, not the normal kind who check girls out from head to toe)

3) Easy exercising
  I can't emphasize this enough. I've had friends who complain of their irritating boobs bouncing around when they're running, so FCGs should be grateful that they don't have to worry about something as annoying as THAT. Anyway FCGs also have a higher chance of excelling in sports compared to busty girls, because FCGs have less "baggage"(did I use that word right?).

4) FCGs are usually skinnier
   Because busty girls are usually fatter.

5) You'll know if your significant other likes you for yourself or your boobs
  Flat chestedness is actually a blessing in disguise, because you get to pick out guys who are into you for your personality, not your physical outlook.

Anyway I've run out of pros, so let's get to the cons...

CONS

1) Inferiority complexes
  I'm 17, yet my chest is completely flat while my friends are well-endowed, which is actually a pretty saddening thought.

2) Clothes don't fit well on you
  You can only wear T-shirts that are meant for kids, cause wearing low-cut makes you look like a delusional fool who have nothing to show.

3) Less advantage
  In the romance department, that is. Let's get something straight - guys will check girls out, and it is the slut who have big boobs that will get the guy's attention at first. But then again, if all you have are boobs and no intellect, then boo-sucks to you, the guys will dump you once they see past your attractive,come-fuck-me-motherfuckers chest and see the brainless bimbo that you are.

4) Swimsuits are out of the question
  I don't think I'll ever wear a bikini my whole life and be stuck with one-piece,mum-sy swimsuits, and THAT is depressing.


Notice how the numbers of cons are less elaborated than the pros, that's because the more I type about it the more depressed and angry I get at the world for giving me small boobs while somewhere else, there are girls who have boobs literally bigger that their heads. FCGs, please don't be angered by this. Please DO be angered by this world that is apparently trying to screw us up as much as possible by not giving us boobs.

  Non-FCGs, if you think I'm superficial and shallow, FUCK YOU. Obviously, you are well-endowed with a chest that makes you worthy of being fucked, so I hope you do get fucked. By some bald old bachelor pervert with bad B.O..

  Should I go for a boob job? Hmmmm. I do wish for a well-proportioned body,  and I heard there's a sharp increase in boob job plastic surgeons. Double Hmmmmm. But I'm worried though, of botched up jobs, as what had happened to thousands of women worldwide. Poly Implant Prothese, I hope you burn in hell. Women who are affected by this, I hope you are all well and got your implants removed.

   Ok this is the end of this post, and like I said, blogeraphy is the best therapy. I feel much more confident knowing that I still have long legs, nice teeth, and boobs that don't shout "a rapist's dream". And I'm also born with all my body parts ESSENTIAL FOR SURVIVAL, NOT AESTHETICS, so that gives me some sort of comfort, and justice being served.

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YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL - SAID TO UGLY PEOPLE BY FUCKING BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE

Dear blog,

Disclaimer: This post isn't dedicated to bash the following mentioned people, I'll admit it, some of them might be very nice and sweet people, but hey, like I said, I'm an bitch. Might as well bitch about something.

OK Today's post will be about all those ubiquitous and annoying "love yourself you are beautiful no matter how you look blah blah blah" songs that have recently become so popular. To elaborate on my point, some of you might have heard of Selena Gomez's song, Who Says. Yes, yes, it is actually a very catchy and nice song, but what I can't stand is, that is, the gist of this post today, THOSE FUCKING YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL NO MATTER WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE THEMED SONGS. Wtf I used 6 commas in this sentence alone.

"What's wrong  with songs that promotes self-confidence in terms of physical outlook?"you may ask.
Actually there's nothing wrong with those kinds of songs. I'm just unreasonable, that's why I hate them so much. But underneath all my unreasonableness, there IS a reason as to why I hate them.

This girl is telling me I'm beautiful no matter what.

 Are you kidding me? Someone as gorgeous and pretty-eyed and shiny-haired and overall perfectly good-looking as you telling someone as horrifically horrible-looking as me that I'm beautiful? Please, bitch, if you were to tell me that to my face, Id think you're being sarcastic and probably would slap you in the face.

Who says I'm not pretty? I'll tell you who. COMMON SENSE TELLS ME I'M NOT PRETTY. HELL, EVEN MY RELATIVES TELL ME I'M NOT PRETTY, FUCK THEIR LIVES (no la, they didn't exactly say it to my face. but any person with a functional mind would've sensed it by the way they look at me/talk about my lack of fashion sense etc)

Which brings me to my point. Why is it that (most of) the people who promote individual beauty are so obscenely beautiful themselves? Imagine me, being 169 cm in height(which is relatively tall by Asian standards. btw I hate it when Asians get all defensive when people say that they're short . lets face it - they are. Stop being in denial)  telling a, say, 140 cm person, "hey! Don't be sad about being short, it's perfectly OK! Nobody cares about height anyway, the most important thing is to love your height, no matter how much you look like a dwarf!". That's how it feels every time some gorgeous celebrity tells me to love the way I look.

Ok la I don't really hate Selena Gomez or anything I actually kinda like her songs and also I love watching Wizards of Waverly Place (great show, too bad the season ended :-( wtf I'm such a loser) but I absolutely hate it when beautiful people tell ugly people to love themselves.

Let me be clear about something. I'm am not against enhancing self-confidence. What I'm against is, is hypocrisy. It's telling people that looks don't matter when you yourself put so much effort into looking good to the point where poeple like me hate you. Get me someone who's not good-looking/ugly ( NOT offensively pretty) to tell the world that they're not ashamed of being ugly and that they love themselves because they are smart/funny/talented/witty etc, and I will be moved to tears. In a good way, of course.

I've made my point. And I feel so much prettier! BLOGERAPHY WORKS WONDERS! Yeah la yeah la I don't exactly look like Selena Gomez, but hey, Avril Lavigne looked like this when she was younger:

And look at her now!:

Keeping my fingers crossed 

 I guess the point of this post is this : Music industries bigwigs, if you want to seriously have an effect on people, get someone who truly understands them *waves hand frantically shouting:"Me! Me!"* (Just kidding)

But seriously. Hypocrisy is just going to get you hated.

That's all for today. 

PS Selena/Avril fans please don't be offended if I somehow unintentionally insulted your precious idols. Oh, what the heck. They deserve to be insulted for their prettiness. Or at least, Selena does.

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